Dez’s Shrine….

~Deep sigh~
How desperating…
By this very moment, i should be on my way going to the city I was grown up on my attempt attending my Hi school/College Mate, Bayu Sukoco.
After all telling all my friends and do detailed preparations, now, it comes on a hardest way: I can’t even go.
Firstly, i asked my hi-school friend, Vina (check!),  to accompany me (and actually Bayu has sent an invitation by the special-bolt-post (kilat khusus) along with mine). Poorly, she din seem to show any positive sign. Perhaps, she’s having her worst college-days, as she’s already in that danger zone.
Secondly, Raffy (check!) also showed 50%-50% chance for attending, and somehow, i sniffed bad omen also. It is always hard relying to working (already) mates. And I really do understand that.It is proved. He’s hardly on the middle of some indofood hectic projects in Jogja.
Proved on Nuke (check!), just suddenly she has to do overwork ~lembur~ things.
So.., if the enthusiastic folks couldnt come, maybe I should dillute also my hope for the other guys..
Andi Mustofa (Check!) said, "You jump, I jump!". I mean, he’ll go if I go. And now, I’m somewhat hesitate with all this mess, and drawn deeper within a simalakama dilemma.
Adisty (check!)has trusted her donation thru geger(checK!), but Guruh (Check!), the one who was enthusiastic has chosen to attend another wedding of his friends. So? Yeah. She’s negative also.
Lastly, i hear from Habib, he couldnt attend the very first reception also.
Me, maybe, the one and only who would go whatever happens, suddenly hit the financial wall.
I’ve spent all my money to pay the bill, and this month, my financial backup (my sister) got sick. Something to do with thypus. Probably, shell be late transferring money.  I’m broke this month.
Yeah. Not to forget other mateys, but i think thats enow for ma personal consideration.
1. I can push maself to go, but the consequences are : more debt and I cant give a decent angpaw donation.
2. i will have my a severe feet ache, even more. I’m not fully recovered at present. That’s why i bring my Hansaplast everywhere with me.
3. I’ll be a def-goat if i go. Me and Bayu, we have different friends at hi school.
4. Probability of being lost is 25%. My last visit was 5 years ago, and i dont know Bayu’s house.

So, what do I have to say?

Well…
It’s not I’m angry with anyone.
Just.. this situation shucks, as this unavoidably happens to our arse, all of the time.
I don’t make this booll sheet up… Telling the fact…
I can’t go either guys…
I apologize…

Are we that disappointing…?
That day, we promised, we will attend each other’s wedding…
That has been broken on the very first chance…

Here we go again…

Man, my English seems to shuck harder recently…
How embarassing, considering my darn bun age.
I cant even spell  m-e-s-s-a-g-e correctly…
(Even ~embarrassing~ ditulis kurang satu r. I’ve just noticed)

"Have you received my massage?"
terjemahan bebasnya..
"Udah ta’pijit belum?"

Udah lama banget, soal spelling mesej dari semester satu lebih sering salah dari bener…
Kalo dibenerin, yang keluar
m-a-s-s-e-g-e
(ngga ada artinya)

"Yahoo Messenger"
artinya jadi
"Kurir Yahoo" atau konotasinya "Nabi Yahoo"
Parah banget. Bisa dikira bikin aliran sesat…

Yang baru aja:
    "Since when you become a Kamen Rider Fan?"
(I asked my friend in sms, after pointing me for KR TV show this morning)

Correction? Coba lihat, kira-kira bentuk aktifnya gmn:
~~~~~~~She has became a Kamen Rider fan since her first year in jail (misalnya)
ato bahasa Shekspirnya:
    "I believe it is since her first year in jail she hath became a fan of Kamen Rider…"
    "O Hamlet…"
    "O Romeo…"
    "Nani…????"
    "Prepare to die.."

Nah.. gitu d..
Nah, setelah diralat, temenku sms lagi.
~Dr td mikir, krn im still a fan, bukannya bener -become a-?
Ato -becoming a- instead of -became-?
We should have third opinion!~~~~~

Setelah ribut ngomongin present perfect, she added ’tis
~Nope, I still think dat -became a- shud b said only if im no longer a fan kah?
Sutra why bother?… (The rest sms is about Hitomi’s single. Irrelevant.)

And then, i tried to figure any better reasonable form
~since when you’re a fan of…~
Present tense mitigates the conflict, but I’m not satisfied!
Rada jungle juga jadinya. (janggal)

Note :
This person I’m telling was once an outsanding student in LIA. I was just a candidate, my beloved Ms. Irene said that I couldn’t be outstanding student due my poor presence.

She thinks that:

harusnya pake~become~, atau Present Tense
dengan alasan, sampe sekarang dia masih fan.
(Does she REALIZE that im telling PPrf not PT?

became, happens in the past.

A: "It became harder for me too see as the rain fell that night."
B: "That ain’t gonna happen again. I’ll be your eyes when you couldn’t see…"
A: "Alah.. peres abis"
Got the point? That nightnya duluuu… banget, dan sekarang udah ngga ada urusan. Mau ujan, mau banjir, aku kan di dalem rumah. Misalnya.

Harusnya ‘become’ itu menyatakan fakta atau kebiasaan.

A: "The village road becomes slippy when it is raining."

A: "Yeah. It’s been a while. What’s become of her, I wonder?"
B: "The death becomes her"
A: "Judul pelem?"
B: "Uh-huh"

Try this:
"I’m a fan of Joni Iskandar."
"Really? Since when!?"
"Man! I’ve already been a huge fan of him since Firaun belum sunat!"

Aats!

Pertanyaan diskusi.
1. Firaun belum sunat dari kalimat di atas harusnya ngambil bentuk tense yang mana ya?
2. Bagaimanakah bahasa Inggris yang benar untuk belum sunat?

sunat~1. circumcision. 2. /sunat rasul/ (Islam) optional, but meritorious if performed (of pious deeds, prayers, etc.).
Verb: to circumcise

A: I’ve just been circumcised yesterday.
B: Really?
A: Wanna take a look?
B: Later, thanks. It’s should be functioning then. (function: fungsi, berfungsi. (verb/noun))
A: Nay.. we should wait until the wounds completely healed honey…
B: Watt? Sunat ato oprasi plastik siy???

A: I’m having my circumcision tomorrow morning.
B: Who the bloody hell cares.
A: Darn! This is just an example!

A: Firaun have been circumcised by a Dentist
B: Silliest thing I’ve ever heard.

A: Firaun had been circumcised already when…
(That’s it. I’m running out of writing.)

A: Dr. Azahari was killed .
    Dr. Azahari was killed in a gun battle…
B: Dr. Azahari has been killed.
    "Dr. Azahari has been killed by Pak Pulisi because Azahari bullied his daughter..": kok rada aneh ya kalimatnya…
    Kayanya ini ngga lazim.
A: Dr. Azahari was dead. (dulu mati, sekarang?)
    "I thought Dr Azahari was dead since his arse looked so scorched gosong burnt."
B: Dr. Azahari has (just) died.
    "Dr. Azahari has just died! Tell Pop immediately!"
C: Dr. Azahari is dead.
    A: "Come on! Lighten up! Dr. Azahari is dead! It’s safe now to swim in Bali…"
    B: "I can’t swim, you retard dork!!

(Hei.. Katanya Dr. Azahari ketembak y? Baru DIDUGA. DIDUGA melula. MenDUGAL. Moga-moga beneran wis. That dork is pretty much a pain in our arse since he messed everyone’s arse by tha name of Islam. Rot di hell lah!. Di tipi lagi rame nayangken DETASEMEN88 vs Alumni Afganishtan, or whatsoever. Detasemen.. namanya jorok amat.. )

Walopun gampang banget ngoreksi orang, my sense seems to be invulnerable with my own errors, and no one care enough to correct my fault. Kalo punya opini mengenai perdebatan yang ngga penting ini, mohon bantulah saya.

Now playing:
Roxette~Things will never been the same (Tourism version)

Hoist
The Solitude…

Ahh..
(short shigh)

Today
is the third day for me being home alone. Everybody is leaving town for
Magelang/Jogja. ~mudik~.

I
insisted, tahun ini aku ngga mau pergi-pergi.

Why?

Ngganggu
konsentrasi. I should be doing critical tasks here. Leaving town surely will
distract my concentration. Tapi ya itu.

Yang
ada cuma opor. I hate opor.

Di
mana-mana juga orang masak opor.

Kenapa
juga musti ikutan masak opor…

Tadi
malem aku sampe mau vomit…

Revisi
Jyoujoshi

(ada
yang salah)

Ingat!
Chord-nya ngga standar!

Kalo
ngga pas coba ganti inversi…

INTRO

______G#add9_____B__________F#____B7_________

transitions———————————–(A#m7-5)—————–

kisetsu
ha iro wo kaete ikudo megurou to mo

__Esus4_G#m7_____AM7___B6__E__G#m7___Aadd9

kono
kimochi ha karenai hana no_ you ni yurameite

______________________________________________

kimi
wo omou

(Guitar
with sliding manner)

EM7_____AM7
_________

EM7_____AM7__________

VERSE

———-EM7—-AM7——————-EM7—–AM7———–

kanadeau
kotoba ha kokochi yoi senritsu

——-F#m7—-B————–EM7—-AM7———————–

kimi
ga soba ni iru dake de ii

———EM7—–AM7——————-EM7—–C#m———–

hohoenda
hitomi wo nakusanai tame nara

——-F#m7—-B————–F#m7—-G#—–G#sus4———– 

tatoe
hoshi no matataki ga mienai yoru mo

CHORUS

_____C#madd9____B___________F#______B7____

furisosogu
komorebi no you ni kimi wo tsutsumu

_________G#m11___AM7_____B6___G#m7_______

sore
ha boku no tsuyoku kawaranu chikai

——–C#madd9——————
B——————————–

yume
nara yume no mama de kamawanai

F#__B7_______G#m7_AM7_B6____G#m7_________

aisuru
kagayaki ni afure asu he mukau

_______AM7______Am________________________

yorokobi
ha

_____________

shinjitsu
dakara

____E___________E/F#______

The
love to you is alive in me

G#m____________A

wo-
every day for love

you
are aside of me

wo-
every day.

VERSE

nokosareta
kanashii kioku sae sotto

kimi
ha yawaragete kureru yo

hashagu
you ni natsuita yawaraka na kaze ni fukarete

nabiku
azayaka na kimi ga boku wo ubau

CHORUS

kisetsu
ha iro wo kaete ikudo megurou to mo

kono
kimochi ha karenai hana no you ni

yume
nara yume no mama de kamawanai

aisuru
kagayaki ni afure mune wo someru

itsumademo
kimi wo omoi

The
love to you is alive me. wo- every day for love.

You
are aside of me wo- every day

((Originally titled ~while waiting..~))

1) Are you afraid of being single?
*Now? Nah…
God hath created us in couple-couple kok…

2) What do you do when you can’t sleep?
* pick my Pentel technical pencil, draw any shape appears… 

3) How far would you go to get something you
really want?
* Er.. Save money? Just like junior high, save money to buy Dragon Ball Z manga.
It was only 3.000, then 3.300, 3.800, 5000 (asian economic hit), 6.000, and it’s keep flying higher til now exceed 10.000 Rupiahs.

4) What time is it right now?
* Uh.. Is it clock on Windows right corner system tray?

5) Do you go for personality or Looks?
*Go for the balancing theory

6) What’s your fave flavor of Kool-Aid?
* Don’t eat any of em.
(Opo to kuwi…)

7) What makes you *Really* happy?
*  Are?
I guess.. something to do with er..
Can’t tell…

Are you a negative person?
*sceptic sometimes

9) In your opinion, Do you think premarital sex Is
wrong?
*Yeah. That’s a major sin. The ngaji teacher said, do it, you will get 20 years of your shalah (shalat) value reduced in advance. (20 apa 2 ya.. kayanya si 20).
See? I’m not as ditzky as you think.

10) Do you believe in ‘Reincarnation’?
*Nope. (Yet that’s possible if God wants it.)
Just like Gaia Myth, reincarnation is a good element for tales/stories though.

11) What’s your fave online news site?
* Er… Yahoo headline… Kontan? Trukgandeng siy…

12) Which Celebrity do you think you most
resemble?
* Kyahahaha…
Mieke Amalia….
Hey! i’m pretty too right! -wink-

13) What do you think the meaning of life is?
* giant craft with opportunities and choices…
Oppor ayam… I hate oppor…

14) Fave color?
* blue…… *eien….

15) Which Instant Messaging programs do you
use?
*yahoo messenger paling, jarang signin.. habisin resource. Ga ta install di rumah.

16) Are you good with computers?
* sort of. It brought me nice chances entering girls’ room.
Ahh.. ‘Twas a month like this, another hot day,
waktu radang jaringan lunak depan idungku baru mulai sembuh,
had a chance being alone with ƒfƒBƒj~
Darn…
Spent hours just for a pointless chit-chat…
North-South East-West (ngalor ngidul ngetan ngulon)
Why din I do something…
Like asking her to marry me
=whine=
Gyaaaaaaooooo

17) How many kids do you want when you
grow up?
* Ha? How can i have children if i’m not married (yet)

18) Ever been to a concert?
* Sort of. My last one was J-music concert. Pretty awful i guess..

19) What type of music can you NOT stand?
* Death metal, and a rope three money with that (setali tiga uang~_~)
Yang pake ‘brutal-brutalan’ apa-apaan gitu…
Yang namanya aja nggilani.. Tengkorak, Siksa Kubur, etc.

20) If you have a chance to change one body
part in you, what will it be?
*thicker body. thick from the bone.
Bright shoulders.
Bigger Neck.
Adamantium Bones…
Adamantium Claws…

21) If you had to rate yourself on a scale of 1 -
10, what would it be
* 10! I’m just trying being thankful~_~

22) What size of shoe do you wear?
* 45, 44, terakhir beli Rohde 43 karena ga ada yang cukup,
lecet abis! I hate obralan!

23) What are your habits?
* I’m not sure

24) What was the last thing you did for a friend?
* chewing darn bitter candy

25) Last thing you ate?
* lontong opor, sambel goreng, mi ABC selera pedas (adanya itu)

26) Last thing you drank?
* teh dua tang premium, bkin sendiri

27) What do you think is the most stupid law?
* "Demokrasi Ekonomi ber-Pancasila"
Waktu SD/SMP kayanya itu dikondisiin jadi keren banget, guru-2 begitu berapi-api nerangin kejelekan sosialis+liberal,
terus bikin perbandingan sama ‘demokrasi ekonomi’ yang entah gimana itu bagusnya cuma buat dibikin RPG…
Hehehehe…

28) How many people are on your buddylist?
* 90-an. He?

29)what site do you go most of your pc time?
* SNES9x (Tales of Phantasia, Gundam Tactics, Final Fantasy Mystic Quest), Cakewalk Home Studio, Winamp, Windows Media Player, ACDSee, ACID Pro 4.0, Roland VSC33 (Sc88pro), R’n'C Guitar Pro2, ACDsee Photo Canvas 2.0, Linguist (kamus), Microsoft WORD, Acrobat Reader Custom Accelerated Speed, Connectix VGS CUstom VGA Patch-buat main PS, Muter mp3 laruku sambil jingkrak-jingkrak etc… Ngga ada yang berguna…

30) Do you like seafood?
* Limited.. I hate shrimps.

31) What is your fave place to eat out at?
* pecel bu sigit

32) Worst insult you ever heard about yourself?
* Grmbl…

33) Best compliment you’ve received from
someone?
* miaw… miaw…! (enak! enak!)
miaaaaw!!! (dez ganteng deh…)
miaaaw.. ngyaaawww… (makasih…)
NYYYAAWWWRGGGHH!!! (jangan injak buntutku!!!!!)

34) Are you picky?
* sort of

35) Place you go to get your hair cut?
* sebelah toko buku gunung agung..

36) Perfect place to go on your first date with
someone?
* Depends.
Come to think of it…
Twasn’t bad at all backthen…
….. (stumped)

37) What age is considered old?
*1 000 000 years, if you’re a Mana Tree!

38) Have you met any celebrities?
* Paling si Ira R…Riswara? Royani? euh.. yang rambutnya pendek dan tau-tau hamil…
Terus Lyra Virna. Tadi malem dia maen ke rumah… Kyahahaha

39) Do you get along better with men or women?
* Both. Theyre different needs.

40) What is the best quality about you?
* Quality is my mid name.
Eits.. banyak juga bulletinnya yak..

Gimana ya…
Tsk…
Dikabarin temen kawinan, diajakin dateng,
kok reaksinya kaya gitu doang.
Parah banget.
Katanya momen berharga…
Pre-wedding di tengah sawah sambil nuntun sepeda onta jamuran…
Berbaring di tumpukan jerami…
Mud wrestling… eits…
Ga ngepek…
Kalo temen-temen kalian ngga dateng gimana…
Sedih kan…

Ada juga si yang emang kejauhan (current location/workplace) atau sibuk
I understand if you’re busy (hell, I’m busy too though), tapi…
At least konfirm lah, ato bales sms
kok smsku didiemin,
katanya mau kontak lg, tp ga kontak-2 dsb.
(gpp si, cuma bikin bingung bikin rencana)
It’s not my wedding, it’s not for my sake also…
Really…
Itu kan temen kalian juga…
Katanya orang Jawa itu selalu -merlokke- (meluangkan waktu) urusan ginian.
Masa si…
Kasian bayu kan..
(Eh ngga juga ding, dia kan yang kawin-kawin kan enak)
Kalo aku jd Bayu si, pastinya kinda sedih, kalo diundang ga pada dateng.
Beneran Atid kali y, ngga ngundang siapa-siapa…
(sigh) jadi lebih khidmat (dan less cost)
ini kan cuma resepsi kampung
(sorry to say ^_^)
at least maksudnya cuma di desa setempat,
ga pake gedung-gedungan, jadi ngga usah disasak, diblow dsb. Casual aja
(Ada yang janggal si, di undangannya, ‘Hormat Kami’ signed as Bayu Sukoco, bukan keluarga mempelai wanita atau ortu Bayu. Berarti dia nabung sendiri buat kawinannya?)
Apa iya si kelasku kompaknya separah itu…
(Iya si, emang ada juga seorang cowok genap tukang omong gede yang ngga masuk mana-mana itu, kalo dia yang kawin si bodo amat)

Semoga Raffy beneran bisa dateng, Aji, Habib juga.
Jadi bala-kurawa minimum terpenuhi.
Semoga aku juga bisa datanggg…
(Insya Allah aku dateng lah)
Semoga ada duit….
Semoga tahun ini dapet angpaw…=Darn=
kasihan Bayu, udah nabung buat kawin…
Gwahahahahahahaha

NEWS! bayu Sukoco akan kawin pada tanggal 12 November 2005, bertempat di rumahnya.
Eg, kemungkinan kawinnya sendiri akan dipercepat dari resepsinya karena akadnya udagh duluan, tanggal 9 November.
Kalo pengen ikutan nyumbang, boleh nitip ke Destanto Wahyu Prasetyo.
See Bulletin or bottom text of this blogpost.
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Er.. kayanya belum nulis sedikitpun soal fasting month ini y…
Udah mau lebaran pun…
I shalt begin with
"Tega nian…"
Di bulan puasa gini, cewe-cewe di mall don’t seem to have sense of tolerance…
I don’t care Mc D ngga ditutup, orang-2 pada nongkrong makan es krimnya doang, ngerokok etc, itu bukan apa-apa, udah gede, ngga ngaruh… (tapi apa ya ngga malu sih, parah amat)
Tapi justu karena udah gedelah diriku menjadi tida tahan melihat godaan lain: pakaian yang terlalu ‘baik hati’
ketat… tembus pandang… udel…
Ngga bakal liat orang makan bikin pengen mukah, tapi liat kaya gini…
Iman kuat tapi imron enggak…
(eits.. mimisan ni)
Teganyaaa…
Eh, bukan doesnt mean berarti I’m a pervert lho ya…!!
H*)!!
Sebagai seorang ex penulis komik, mataku punya data transfer rate yang tinggi, 100 kali lipat LAN. There are many details inferred at one short glance.
Biasanya urutannya
1. Garis muka (biasanya bentuk muka dulu, mata, terus idung, terus tulang pipi dst)
Kaya preliminary scanning sebelum bikin sket.
2. Model rambut
3. Postur dan tulang
4. Baju yang menutup postur
5. Baru detail kecil yang lain seperti lipatan baju, jumlah kancing
Kalau ada satu unsur yang ngga seimbang seperti daging yang keluar lebih menonjol, urutannya bakal kacau balau.
You know the rest lah…

*)ecchi=H=dieja eij, dalam katakana ecchi. ‘H’ adalah huruf depan dalam romanji h*ntai
Jadi, mungkin judul H2nya Mitsuru Adachi itu ada arti lain…

Gyaooo…
Liat cewek pake tanktop sisa jahitan (cuma sekelumit kain)
Pengen ngomel-ngomel…
"Kalo berani yang lebih ngirit dari ini! Tapi jangan bulan puasa!!"
Untunglah masih ada yang tersisa, my pride, my jaim..
They keep me from ferocious staring all of the time…
Teeheee

Anyway…,
kemaren ketemu Sandra, Alexandra di Citraland.
(The student with the most brilliant+shiny butt in my class ^_^)
Katanya si dia pindah kerja ke Hotel Ciputra…
Kenapa ya Sandra ga mau nyoba ke EY or PWC or sumthing.
Bahasa Inggrisnya bagus, walaupun biasanya orang pinter bahasa Inggrisnya payah.
Atau medok…
(Terbukti, 80%temen-temen di LIA di kelas bolot tapi IP-nya kumlod–
Walau emang sih ada yang bolot luar dalam)
Tu orang ngga ada matinya, pinter buanget…
Waktu test TOEFL, ranking 1
Dia cuma menang 20 poin di atasku..
(padahal aku udah belajar beneran lho–shame on me)
Selisih dikit sih, 1-2 soal maybe?
Bedanya, di subject lain, dia sama pinternya…
Whilst me..??
I’m really good at useless things!!
I shouldve got my brain checked, really.
Where are those 80% idle brain resources hiding?

Aku pengen belajar papan…..(study aboard)…
Huaaaaa…..
(obsesi terpendam..)
Jadi ngiri sama Adisty….
Tapi Adisty kan emang pinter…
I will surely embarrass my country!!
Gyaooooooo………
Whatever!
Negara udah bikin malu duluan…
kenapa saya tidak boleh berpartisipasi pak???

Bulletin:

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Menikah:
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Bayu Sukoco (Akt 2000 Genap)
Putra Bapak Suhardjo HS. - Tegal

dengan

Desi Kristinawati
Putri Bapak Alfres - Jakarta
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Sabtu, 12 November 2005
Pukul 13.00 WIB
Di rumah dinas SD Karangjati 03, Tarub.

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Dear All,
Bayu mau kawin!!! (Kali ini beneran… ^_^)
Berminat untuk datang?
Yang mau nitip duit sumbangan, please contact me.
Tapi ngobrol dulu lho ya, transfer tanpa konfirmasi akan dianggap rejeki nomplok.
Nitip salam tida dilayani.
Fu hu hu hu hu…
Dez—085626594##
(Nomerku ngga pernah ganti)

Woi!
Bayu pan kawin!!! (Temenanan kieh…^_^)
Teka yuh! (dileng detaile)
Dong pan nitip angpaw kontak bae aku.
Tapi ngomong tuli’o, transfer ora konfirmasi duite ta’embat.
Nitip salam tok ora ta’sampekna..
Fu hu hu hu hu…
Dez—085626594##
(Nomerku belih tau ganti)